I WAS LISTENING TO TD JAKES ONE MORNING WHILE I WAS EXERCISING. I CLOSED MY EYES AND HEARD HIM SAY; TOO MANY OF US WANT TO JUMP IN THE RING WITH THE ENEMY. HE POINTED OUT THE SCRIPTURES OF WHEN HIS DISCIPLES SAID, “THE LORD REBUKE YOU.” ALL WE NEED TO DO IS THROW A FEW SIDELINE PUNCHES (SCRIPTURES) AND LET THE LORD FIGHT OUR BATTLE.
I find myself wondering what life would have been like if my son had chosen a different path in life. Unfortunately, he chose the dark path that led him to drug addiction. The enemy is sneaky, lies, tricks, and plots out such wickedness to destroy people. Once someone believes the lies, they fall into the traps. It is hard for family members to watch their loved ones struggle through life and eventually spiral out of control. They hit rock bottom while the wicked laugh at how well their plan worked.
In a dream, I saw myself enter my son’s room to wake him up. He started to argue with me, but he realized I was frantic. He reluctantly followed me down a long dark hall where my friend Jesus sat by a fireplace. I put his hand into Jesus’s hand. Jesus gave me a look as if this is not how it works. I got on my knees, covered my ears, and closed my eyes. I whispered; then how?
Amazingly, my son spoke to Jesus, saying, my mom talks about you all the time, but I never believed her. Jesus said it took your mom a while to figure me out.” You know she loves you and prays for you often? He said, I know, but why did I turn out this way?
Jesus said the choices you have made up to this point are why you are struggling. It bothers me that you didn’t ask me for help. I do remember you asking for money. Do you think money has helped you over the years? My son dropped his head. Jesus said look at your garments. He looked and saw that they were dirty, raggedy, and stained. Look! Floating in the air was a nice over-the-top outfit with white sparkling Jordon shoes. My son smiled. Jesus said which would you rather wear? My son pointed to the sparkling threads in the air, and instantly they were on him. He was amazed at what had just happened. My son began to check himself out. Jesus asked my son how it feels to be fresh, clean, and looking sharp? He said I have never felt this good about myself before. I’ve always thought I was dumb, stupid, and never fit in. Smoking weed always made me feel normal. I feel more comfortable being around people and having conversations after smoking pot.
My son asked Jesus, Do I get to keep the threads? Jesus said it’s up to you. Do you want to keep your life, or would you like to try living a different/better life? He said I don’t fit in with crowds. I thought I would have to do something to live this kind of life as he stretched out his arms, looking at his sparkling outfit? Jesus said, Nope, you can’t earn this life; it’s a gift. My son said I thought I had to go to church, pray, and do all this other stuff to live a better life.” Jesus said,” You will want to do those things, eventually.” My son asked,” What if I say yes, but I can’t do it?” Jesus said,” Ahhh…That’s where I come in to give you strength and courage, fight your enemies, and increase your self-worth and confidence to overcome addictions. I will always be there whether you say yes or no to a better life. My son says I want a better life. I want to be happy. I want someone who will love me and encourage me to be a better man.
Jesus says you already have that. Your mom and dad have loved and inspired you all your life. If someone else encouraged you, would you have listened?” Jesus called his name and said, Son, life is short. Your parents will not always be here with you. When you decide to invite Me into your life, we can make some decisions to get you pointed in the right direction. What a glorious day that will be~ God is waiting anxiously for you! My son said Jesus; I want you in my life. I believe!
Suddenly, there was a rumble, and smoke swirled around them. God spoke; he said, music to my ears! Instantly, a silver bucket appeared above my son; the blood of Jesus began to run down and cover every inch of his body. It was at that moment my heart turned a flip in my chest.
WOW!!
updated 4/22/24
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